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Facing Your Goliath

Most people know the story of David and Goliath, but I want to apply this same story to the Goliath of addiction that you may be facing right now. Some people might think that this story is just a cute little children's tale, but it was an actual historical event that happened several thousand years ago. The principles it teaches though, I believe apply to all generations. I have provided the full story of the account from the bible below at the bottom, but I will just put it into a nutshell, and tell you what parallels I see with David, Goliath, us and our addiction. It might help to drop to the bottom of the page and read through the story first, if you don't know it already. There are certain parts of the bible story below that I have highlighted to make it easier for you to corrrelate them with the next seven points I will make concerning the story.

1. The first thing you need to realize, is that you honestly cannot beat this addiction without supernatural help. Goliath stood over nine feet tall, he was highly skilled and experienced at war, and he was more than intimidating in appearance, as he taunted Israel day after day to try to beat him in a one on one battle. Nobody dared face him in a personal battle because they knew he was virtually "unbeatable" in the flesh, without some extra help from somewhere. Your addiction is just like Goliath, and it is actually unbeatable without God's help and power. Yet unlike Israel, you may have tried to beat Goliath many times already, but with every bout and binge of addiction, you ended up brutally beaten in the end. Plus, the power of your addiction, and the evil spirits that help inspire it, will taunt you to keep coming back and try again. If you have ever gone through severe withdrawals, then you know what it is like to feel very taunted by your addiction. Accepting the truth that you cannot win this battle alone is the key here.

2. When David showed up at the battlefront to bring his brothers some cheeseburgers, his oldest brother Eliab was jealous of the fact that David was thinking about fighting Goliath and he just put him down with all the character flaws and criticisms that he could think of, none of which were even true. When you decide to get free of whatever addiction you have, understand that your friends, family, and evil spirits may try to belittle you and discourage you from attempting to quit with phrases such as "You'll never quit", or "I'll bet you won't last a day", and they do this either because A. They are practicing that addiction and don't want to lose their addiction partner (You), B. They are jealous that you might quit when they can't, and it would make them look like weak losers if you succeed. or C. They enjoy the power and control they can exercise over you when you are weakened by an active addiction. Try to brush off these naysayers, and be selfish with your recovery, because it may possibly save your life.

3. David had already killed a lion and a bear that were going to eat the sheep that he was supposed to be protecting, and God had helped him to succeed in defending the flock. Normally a lion or bear can overpwer a human easily, so it would be next to impossible to defend yourself against one without some outside help, and a big rifle. But David exclaimed clearly that it was God, not himself, that had delivered him from their power. Try to remember other things that God has helped you with in the past, and understand that this is no different. God doesn't have any "big" problems, He just needs our faith in Him to act on our behalf. Perhaps God has helped you work a difficult job, healed your marriage, protected your kids, or helped you quit what you might consider a lesser addiction. Just know that God will be faithful to help you as you step out to fight, and that the size of your problem is no issue for Him.

4. They tried to put King Saul's armor on David before he went into battle, but David rejected it because it didn't fit, and because he had never tested these things. Saul had given this armor to David to use because it had worked well for Saul in the past. When you start your recovery, from addiction everyone seems to want to tell you how to recover in the same way they did (Saul's armor), and you will need to ask God how He wants you to recover in the way that will work for you. Some people have some very strong "should's" and "should not's" about what to do, and not do in recovery, so it's alright to listen and maybe glean some good info, but your recovery is between you and God. They will not give an account to God for your life in the end, you alone will. So just politely remind them of that truth and press on. God will show you how He wants you to recover, so why add unnecessary things to your load that are not from Him?

5. David spoke to the giant, and crowd and proclaimed the truth, that God was going to be the One that brings the victory against this seemingly insurmountable foe, and he did not proclaim that he was taking this mammoth warrior on in his own strength. Before you attack this addiction, remember that this is God's battle also, not just yours. God will give you a battle plan that will end in victory as you listen to His instructions, so trust Him to help you. Find the scriptures in the bible about the particular problem you are facing, and how God promises to help us, and speak them out. Speak out verbally, the truth about God's help and strength when you are in the heat of temptation to relapse. You will see that the temptation will flee.

6. Because David put his full trust in God and obeyed, he saw the stone that he had slung at the giant, miraculously become a smart bomb that was spiritually guided right into Goliath's forehead. It was a spiritual force that dealt the final death blow in the end. All David had to do is have faith that God would help him, remember the past victory's, not let others discourage his efforts, cooperate with God's instructions, and sling the stone; the rest was all God. As you make the decision to quit, follow these steps and know that God wants to glorify Himself through your difficult problem. He wants to show you and those around you, that He wants to help, and can help you. God is not mad at you, and you only fail when you quit trying to try.

7. David cut the head off Goliath. David made sure that there was no chance of Goliath waking up and coming after him again. After you quit, cut the head off your "giant" called addiction by getting the tools to practice the addiction far away from you. Get away from your old friends that are still in the addiction unless God sais otherwise, or you will likely relapse. Learn to feed on God every day through prayer, worship, and bible reading, so that you feel satisfied in life. You feed your body with food, and you must also feed your spirit with God to stay spiritually nourished. Many times, our addictions are a symptom of spiritual starvation. You will try to feed this hunger with all kinds of things, but only God can actually satisfy it. There is a God-shaped hole inside your heart, and it can only be filled with Him. You will get through this and see victory over your Goliath, trust God now and see the great miracle of freedom awaiting you.

The story;

1SA 17:4 A champion named Goliath, who was from Gath, came out of the Philistine camp. He was over nine feet tall. 5 He had a bronze helmet on his head and wore a coat of scale armor of bronze weighing five thousand shekels; 6 on his legs he wore bronze greaves, and a bronze javelin was slung on his back. 7 His spear shaft was like a weaver's rod, and its iron point weighed six hundred shekels. His shield bearer went ahead of him.

1SA 17:8 Goliath stood and shouted to the ranks of Israel, "Why do you come out and line up for battle? Am I not a Philistine, and are you not the servants of Saul? Choose a man and have him come down to me. 9 If he is able to fight and kill me, we will become your subjects; but if I overcome him and kill him, you will become our subjects and serve us." 10 Then the Philistine said, "This day I defy the ranks of Israel! Give me a man and let us fight each other." 11 On hearing the Philistine's words, Saul and all the Israelites were dismayed and terrified.

1SA 17:12 Now David was the son of an Ephrathite named Jesse, who was from Bethlehem in Judah. Jesse had eight sons, and in Saul's time he was old and well advanced in years. 13 Jesse's three oldest sons had followed Saul to the war: The firstborn was Eliab; the second, Abinadab; and the third, Shammah. 14 David was the youngest. The three oldest followed Saul, 15 but David went back and forth from Saul to tend his father's sheep at Bethlehem.

1SA 17:16 For forty days the Philistine came forward every morning and evening and took his stand.

1SA 17:17 Now Jesse said to his son David, "Take this ephah of roasted grain and these ten loaves of bread for your brothers and hurry to their camp. 18 Take along these ten cheeses to the commander of their unit. See how your brothers are and bring back some assurance from them. 19 They are with Saul and all the men of Israel in the Valley of Elah, fighting against the Philistines."

1SA 17:20 Early in the morning David left the flock with a shepherd, loaded up and set out, as Jesse had directed. He reached the camp as the army was going out to its battle positions, shouting the war cry. 21 Israel and the Philistines were drawing up their lines facing each other. 22 David left his things with the keeper of supplies, ran to the battle lines and greeted his brothers. 23 As he was talking with them, Goliath, the Philistine champion from Gath, stepped out from his lines and shouted his usual defiance, and David heard it. 24 When the Israelites saw the man, they all ran from him in great fear.

1SA 17:25 Now the Israelites had been saying, "Do you see how this man keeps coming out? He comes out to defy Israel. The king will give great wealth to the man who kills him. He will also give him his daughter in marriage and will exempt his father's family from taxes in Israel."

1SA 17:26 David asked the men standing near him, "What will be done for the man who kills this Philistine and removes this disgrace from Israel? Who is this uncircumcised Philistine that he should defy the armies of the living God?"

1SA 17:27 They repeated to him what they had been saying and told him, "This is what will be done for the man who kills him."

1SA 17:28 When Eliab, David's oldest brother, heard him speaking with the men, he burned with anger at him and asked, "Why have you come down here? And with whom did you leave those few sheep in the desert? I know how conceited you are and how wicked your heart is; you came down only to watch the battle."

1SA 17:29 "Now what have I done?" said David. "Can't I even speak?" 30 He then turned away to someone else and brought up the same matter, and the men answered him as before. 31 What David said was overheard and reported to Saul, and Saul sent for him.

1SA 17:32 David said to Saul, "Let no one lose heart on account of this Philistine; your servant will go and fight him."

1SA 17:33 Saul replied, "You are not able to go out against this Philistine and fight him; you are only a boy, and he has been a fighting man from his youth."

1SA 17:34 But David said to Saul, "Your servant has been keeping his father's sheep. When a lion or a bear came and carried off a sheep from the flock, 35 I went after it, struck it and rescued the sheep from its mouth. When it turned on me, I seized it by its hair, struck it and killed it. 36 Your servant has killed both the lion and the bear; this uncircumcised Philistine will be like one of them, because he has defied the armies of the living God. 37 The LORD who delivered me from the paw of the lion and the paw of the bear will deliver me from the hand of this Philistine."

Saul said to David, "Go, and the LORD be with you."

1SA 17:38 Then Saul dressed David in his own tunic. He put a coat of armor on him and a bronze helmet on his head. 39 David fastened on his sword over the tunic and tried walking around, because he was not used to them.

"I cannot go in these," he said to Saul, "because I am not used to them." So he took them off. 40 Then he took his staff in his hand, chose five smooth stones from the stream, put them in the pouch of his shepherd's bag and, with his sling in his hand, approached the Philistine.

1SA 17:41 Meanwhile, the Philistine, with his shield bearer in front of him, kept coming closer to David. 42 He looked David over and saw that he was only a boy, ruddy and handsome, and he despised him. 43 He said to David, "Am I a dog, that you come at me with sticks?" And the Philistine cursed David by his gods. 44 "Come here," he said, "and I'll give your flesh to the birds of the air and the beasts of the field!"

1SA 17:45 David said to the Philistine, "You come against me with sword and spear and javelin, but I come against you in the name of the LORD Almighty, the God of the armies of Israel, whom you have defied. 46 This day the LORD will hand you over to me, and I'll strike you down and cut off your head. Today I will give the carcasses of the Philistine army to the birds of the air and the beasts of the earth, and the whole world will know that there is a God in Israel. 47 All those gathered here will know that it is not by sword or spear that the LORD saves; for the battle is the LORD's, and he will give all of you into our hands."

1SA 17:48 As the Philistine moved closer to attack him, David ran quickly toward the battle line to meet him. 49 Reaching into his bag and taking out a stone, he slung it and struck the Philistine on the forehead. The stone sank into his forehead, and he fell facedown on the ground.

1SA 17:50 So David triumphed over the Philistine with a sling and a stone; without a sword in his hand he struck down the Philistine and killed him.

1SA 17:51 David ran and stood over him. He took hold of the Philistine's sword and drew it from the scabbard. After he killed him, he cut off his head with the sword.

When the Philistines saw that their hero was dead, they turned and ran. 52 Then the men of Israel and Judah surged forward with a shout and pursued the Philistines to the entrance of Gath and to the gates of Ekron. Their dead were strewn along the Shaaraim road to Gath and Ekron. 53 When the Israelites returned from chasing the Philistines, they plundered their camp. 54 David took the Philistine's head and brought it to Jerusalem, and he put the Philistine's weapons in his own tent.

* Have you had to face any "Goliath's" in your life?